Dear God

 
 
Here I go again, home alone again
It's three in the morning and my demons at war again
So I'm calling in
Are you listening?
 
You made a woman that's fragile 
You made a heart that can break
 
You showed me the road less traveled 
Known I'm gonna run away
You make me love so hard 
When everything I love just leaves 
Are you sure there's nothing wrong with me? 
Because that's how it feels
 
And why does my life have to hurt so much?
And why can't I find any piece of love? 
And why do I feel like I'm not enough? 
Dear god, are you sure that you didn't mess up?
Because he's with her, not with me
 
Can we stil call it praying if
All I do is sitting here in cursing? 
Cursing your name again
The truth is it's not even you
It's just me that I'm up against 
But you made me this, can we share the blame for this?
 
'Cause after all, you made a woman that's fragile
You made a heart that can break
 
I know this ain't for nothing
There's nothing you don't make
I know you you've got reasons 
This shit's just hard to take 
I don't mean to criticize you
I know that I'm hard to teach
I know you tell me there's nothing wrong with me.
 

What if I love you more then I supposed to?

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Where do I begin? How far do you want me to go? 
How do you explain you love someone more than they’ll ever know? 

I’ve said so many prayers, I’ve said so many lies. 
Believe that I don’t feel the way I feel a thousand times. 

But I love being with you through it all. 
I probably swore that I would never fall. 

But what if I did? What if I do? 
And what if I dream and what if it’s about you? 
And what if all of me is the one you’re running to? I love you in so many waya
I was told I’m not supposed to. 
What if I do? And what if I do? 

Some wish for a dream, I wished for you. 
Then I looked them in the eyes I’ll never see tre same again. 
There’s love that lifts you up and love that lets you down. 
Then you find the kind of love you can’t live a day without. 

And the one thing I don’t tell you is the truth. 
I’ll never say that I was made to love you. 
I don’t know how to say that you’re the one.
Would change the way I see the day when everyday is gone. 

But what if I did?  And what if I do? 
What if I was meant for someone, what if it’s you? 
And what if all of me is the one you’re running to? 
I know I’m not supposed to love you. 
But what if I do? And what if I do and I can’t stop? 

You're in the stars

 
 
All the days together were your favorites
I used to meet you at your house or mine
Now I just sleep in everyday
It's like I've buried my faith with you in the stars 
I'm screaming at a god,a god that I don't even believe in
'Cause I don't know what else I can do, when all I do is missing you
 
I'm still holding on to everything that's dead and gone
I didn't want to say goodbye 'cause that one meant goodbye forever
Now that you're gone in the stars and all the six feet has never felt so far
Here I am alone between the heavens and embers
It hurs so hard for a million reasons
You took the best of my heart and left the rest in pieces. 
 
I'm still holding on, I'm still holding on even if it's so hard when you're dead and gone. 
 

I like all your flaws

 
 
There's a million different reasons why I like you.
And I'm sure if I got to know you I could find a million more
There's not a single thing that I would wanna change about you
You're perfect just the way you are on all you pictures
Please show me every mark and every scar you have
 
'Cause I want you 
And all your flaws If you're looking for perfection please take a look in your reflection, you'll find the answer there.
'Cause I got mine but I want yours 
When you feel like you ain't beautiful 
Just remember I'm in love with all your flaws 
 
I know sometimes you feel like you are worthless
But I wish you could see yourself through my eyes
You're amazing in your heart out to the surface
Don't cover up your pain you feel 
'Cause you can tell me anything I promise your words will be safe with me
Oh I want you and all your flaws 
 
You've been hiding things that I just really love about you
So promise me you'll be yourself and no one else because
I want you 
And all your flaws 
If you're looking for prefection take a look in your reflection
And remember you are beautiful
 

I want you for me

 
I wanna tell you that I want you for me
You make it really hard for me to sleep
You keep me up
Maybe you're my adrenaline 
You bring out this side of me
You don't even know, you controlling my whole anatomy
 
I don't want you to slip out of my hands
I want to have a chance 
Maybe I'm keeping my secrets all up my head
I'm scared that you don't want me back
 
I dance to every song like it's about you
I don't wanna kiss someone who looks just like you
I wish that I can be honset when I have the chance 
I wanna tell you that I want you for me
 
Wanna be innocent lovers 
Wanna hold on to one another 
Let's discover 
I feel so strong that you are the one for me

I've been thinkin about you

 
I've been thinkin about you
Wonder if I ever cross your mind
'Cuz I can't get you off my mind
Liking you is something strange 
Don't get me wrong I ain't complaining
I've been thinkin about you
Wondering who's stuck in your head at night
Wonder if I ever cross your mind 
Keeping you up in your bed at night
I've been thinkin about you
I try to fight it but it's hard to fight you're a habit by now, hard to break 
You're more than a heart can take 
There's no exit, no I can't escape 
Maybe you're my destination?
Or maybe just a fantasy?
Maybe it's just my imagination?
Boy, I've been thinkin about you
Early in the mornin' 
Thinkin about you all day 
I can't get you off my mind
Late night and the evenin'
I've been thinkin about you
And I probely will always do. 

Say you walking by

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I saw you on a summer day in the city. 
And that moment stayed with me ever since then. 
Guess I fell for the idea of you and me together. 

I’ve been lying here all night
I keep imagine you and I
And what it would be like
I can’t get you out of my mind 
Maybe I will see you in another life
Cuz I can’t get you out of my mind
I will see you in another life

’Cause I just saw you walking by
I just saw you walking by
The sun was shining down on me
My heart was beating faster when you passed by me
Two strangers passing by each other
There’s so much more I wished I knew about you. 

I’ve been lying here all night
I keep imagine you and I
And what it would be like
I can’t get you out of my mind 
Maybe I will see you in another life
Cuz I can’t get you out of my mind
I will see you in another life

Could you take care of my broken soul?

 
Wrapped up and so consumed by all this hurt in my life. 
If you ask me what's wrong, I don't know where to start. 
 
Anger and confusion
Rolls around in my head
Roads that go nowhere
I know that somewhere else is better
Cause you could take me there
 
Can I come to you with my broken faith? 
And give me more than a hand to hold?
Catch me before I hit the ground? 
Please can you tell me I'm safe in your arms and that you got me now? 
 
Would you take the wheel, if I lose control?
If I'm lying here, will you take me home? 
 
Could you take care of my broken soul?
Will you take me home?
 
If they hold a gun to my head and count 1,2,3 
It helps me to walk away and never go back 
That's what I need. 'Cause I see that you are fake
 
Every minute it's get's easier the more you talk to me
You rationalize my darkest thoughts
You set them free and put them far away from me

Would you love me even if my heart is tired?

 
 
Do you see these tears in my eyes
I feel so helpless inside.
Would you love me even if y heart is tired? 
 
I have cold hands and red eyes
I just wanna forget about this mess
Don't want to stand on the sidelines 
 
Do you see these tears in my eyes?
I don't wanna feel helpless inside 
There's no point in hiding it anymore
Would yo love me even if my heart is tired?
 
Please whisper in my ear, I'm alright and that I'm safe with you
And that you see through my little white lies
I have my walls up high so I don't talk
But if I would I'd say 
I don't wana hide the secrets I have
I don't wanna feel so helpless inside 
There's no need to hide
Is it ok if  love you even if my heart is tired? 
 
If my ghost pulls me apart
And it feels like I've lost who I am
 


Some karma would be nice right now

 
 
Help me, it's like the walls are caving in.
I can't tke it anymore.
Sometimes I feel like giving up.
But it isn't in my blood.
 
Laying on the floor. I feel nothing anymore.
I'm overwhelmed please give me someting to help me.
Something that gives me some hope.
They keep telling me that it gets better. 
Does it ever? 
 
Please karma help me, it's like the walls are caving in.
Sometimes I feel like giving up.
But it's isn't who I am, No it's not in my blood.
 
I need somebody now.
Someone to help me out.
Someone to help me see the light in this situation.
Some karma would be nice right now.

I wanna say it someday

 
 
You're amazing
I adore your every move 
Infatuated by every little thing you do
My heart's on fire 
And it's melting into you
I have to be true
 
I'm afraid to say it, say it
But I really truly feel it
There's no way I can ignore it, right? 
There's too many sign pointing right at you
I've gotta say it someday
Don't want you slipping away
I've have to stop thinking and just say it
I just can't ignore it. 
 
You're so graceful
You've got me hanging here and I'm lost for words
Intoxicated can't get enough of what I've heard of your accent
The search is over 
'Cause I can see myself with you 
It's gotta be you
I didn't think I would lose control 
But you're speaking straight into my soul
I don't ever wanna let this feeling go
That's why I'm gonna tell you someday...soon
 

I don't even know if I'm alive

 
There's nobody here to knock on my door.
All this sound of silence, I can't take it anymore. 
I miss your beautiful sound.
 
And I don't even know how I'll survive.
I won't make it through the days without your light
I don't even know if I'm alive, without you now.
If this is what it feels like.
 
I have nothing to hold on to but the memories and frames.
They remind me of the battle I face everyday, without you in my life.
Will I drown without you? 
Please somebody save me I'm going down.
 
And I don't even know how I'll survive.
I won't make it through the days without your light
don't even know if I'm alive, without you now.
If this is what it feels like.
 
 

Can you please take me home?

 
 
Wrapped up so consumed by 
All this hurt
If you ask me I don't know where to start
 
Anger, Love and Confusion all rolls in my head.
I know there is somewhere better 
Cause I've been there before
 
Can I come to you with my broken faith? And my broken soul?
Will you give me more than a hand to hold?
Please catch me before I hit the ground
Please tell me I'm safe and that you're got me now
 
Would you take the wheel if I lose my mind? 
If I'm lying here, will you take me home? 
 
Could you takecare of my broken soul?
And my broken faith?
Will you take me home?
 
Every minute gets easier 
The more you talk you me 
You rationalize my darkest thoughts
You set them free
 
You say time will make it better
And that time will make it heal
And make me heal
And I hope I lose the feel 
And soon I wouldn't feel 
It's like I'm haunted all the time and that I'm falling
 

I don't wanna feel alone

 
 
I'm standing in a crowded room and I can't see your face. 
But that's all I wanna see.
I want you to put your arms around me and tell me everything's OK
In my mind I'm running round a cold and empty space
 
If you break my bones I won't let you see me fall.
The rising tide will rise against them all.
 
Handsome face, hold my hand
Won't you hold my hand? 
Cause I don't wanna walk alone on my own anymore
I don't wanna walk alone with everything on my mind
Won't you understand?
Cause I don't wanna walk alone
I'm ready for this, there's no denying
I'm ready for this,can you stop me from falling?
I'm ready for this, I need you all in
 
My soul is like a melting pot when you're not next to me
Please tell me that you've got me
Tell me that you're never gonna leave
I tryna find a moment where I can find relese
Please tell e that you're got me and you're never gonna leave. 
 
I don't wanna feel
That feeling that I'm all alone
Pleasedon't make me wait
Cause I don't wanna break
And I don't wanna fall
I imagine when you're next to me 
I think I'll not be afraid
That you don't make me wait, and never let me break
You'll never let me fall 

Is it so bad that I am praying that you and me might end up togheter?

 
 
All I want is a drop in the ocean
All I wan't is a change in the weather.
Is it so bad that I am praying that you and me might end up together?
I know it's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert.
But I can't help it I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heaven.
 
I just don't wanna waste the weekend anymore
If you don't love me please pretend.
A few more hours then it's time for me to go
 
As my train rolls down the east coast I wonder how you keep yourself warm
It's too late to cry. Too broken to move on
 
And still I can't let you be.
Most nights I hardly sleep 
Don't take what you don't need from me
 
All I want is a drop in the ocean
All I wan't is a change in the weather.
Is it so bad that I am praying that you and me might end up together?
I know it's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert.
But I can't help it I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heaven.
 
New England as the leaves change 
The last excuse that I'll claim
I was a woman who loved a man like a little girl
 
Heaven doesn't seem far away anymore 
Heaven doesn't seem far away. 

I'm not a stalker I'm not insane

 
Looking through your window 
Maybe you're not home
I tried to call your number
 
So now I'll leave another message on your phone
I'm not a stalker 
I just got to know 
How it feels when I hold you close 
So tell me what you like
Cause I'm running out of time
Promise you I'm not insane
Something about you that I can't explain
I'm going out of my mind 
All I wanna do
Is make love to you 
I hold you tight 
Treat your body right
All I wanna do
Is stay the night with you
 
Starring at your picture 
Yeah I've called your mama
To ask her how to get through to your heart
And I said 
I'm not a stalker 
I just got to know
How it feels when I hold him close
So tell me what he likes
Cause I'm running out of time
Promise you I'm not insane
Something about him that I can't explain
I'm going out of my mind
All I wanna do 
Is make love to you
I hold you tight 
Treat your body right
 

Sad Quotes

 
 
 
 
 

Will I ever find healing?

 
 
When life has cut too deep and left me hurting.
The future I had hoped for is now burning
And the dreams I held so tight have lost their meaning
And I don't know If I'll ever find healing. 
 
Am I gonna make it? 
The night can only last for so long.
Whatever I'm facing.
If my heart is breaking. 
Is there's a promise for the ones who just hold on? 
So if I lift up my eyes will I see, the sun is rising? 
 
Every high and every low I'm gonna go trough.
Are you with me? 
So I don't have to be afraid.
In the moments I'm so weak I feel like stopping. 
Should I let the hope I have light the road I'm walking? 
 
Even when I can't imagine how. 
How am I gonna find a way out? 
Even when I drown in my doubt. 
All I have to do is just look beyond the clouds.
The sun is rising.
 

Just a girl with a broken smile

 
 

Something in the way you do it

 
 
It's the strangest feeling. 
The way I feel for you.
I don't know what it is but.
There's something in the way you move
With you I'm never healing
It's a heartache through and through.
There's something in the way you move
I don't know what it is you do
My heart is open, bloodstains on my sleeve
When our eyes meet, I can't see the end. 
When you look at me I'm yours again. 
 
Tonight I propably gonna lose it all. 
I played with fire, I was the first one to fall.
My heart is sinking like a cannonball. 
 
It's something in the way you do it.
Something in the way you move
 
There's an evil night air, stars don't shine tonight.
It's something in the way you.
You bring me closer, Bring me just enough.
The lies always seem so true.
I can't sit back and take the lonely days.
When our eyes meet, I can't see the end.
But tonight the rain pours again. 
 
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