Visiting hours
I wish that heaven had visiting hours
So I could just show up and bring the news
That I'm getting older and I want to meet you
I wish that heaven had visiting hours
So I could just swing by and ask your advice
What would you do in my situation?
I don't have a clue, what to do
Can we just talk for a while until me missing you disapper?
I'd tell you that I'm scared of turning out a failure
So much have changed since you've been away, but me missing you haven't changed at all
Missing you will never go away
I wish that heaven had visiting hours
And I would ask them if I could take you home
But I know what they'd say, that it's for the best
So I will live life the way you taught me
And make it on my own
I will close the door, but I will open up my heart
And everyone I love will know exactly who you are to me
'Cause this is not goodbye, it's just until we meet again
So much have changed since you've been away
But me missing you haven't changed, missing you will never go away
Dear God
Here I go again, home alone again
It's three in the morning and my demons at war again
So I'm calling in
Are you listening?
You made a woman that's fragile
You made a heart that can break
You showed me the road less traveled
Known I'm gonna run away
You make me love so hard
When everything I love just leaves
Are you sure there's nothing wrong with me?
Because that's how it feels
And why does my life have to hurt so much?
And why can't I find any piece of love?
And why do I feel like I'm not enough?
Dear god, are you sure that you didn't mess up?
Because he's with her, not with me
Can we stil call it praying if
All I do is sitting here in cursing?
Cursing your name again
The truth is it's not even you
It's just me that I'm up against
But you made me this, can we share the blame for this?
'Cause after all, you made a woman that's fragile
You made a heart that can break
I know this ain't for nothing
There's nothing you don't make
I know you you've got reasons
This shit's just hard to take
I don't mean to criticize you
I know that I'm hard to teach
I know you tell me there's nothing wrong with me.
What if I love you more then I supposed to?
How do you explain you love someone more than they’ll ever know?
I’ve said so many prayers, I’ve said so many lies.
Believe that I don’t feel the way I feel a thousand times.
But I love being with you through it all.
I probably swore that I would never fall.
But what if I did? What if I do?
And what if I dream and what if it’s about you?
And what if all of me is the one you’re running to? I love you in so many waya
I was told I’m not supposed to.
What if I do? And what if I do?
Some wish for a dream, I wished for you.
Then I looked them in the eyes I’ll never see tre same again.
There’s love that lifts you up and love that lets you down.
Then you find the kind of love you can’t live a day without.
And the one thing I don’t tell you is the truth.
I’ll never say that I was made to love you.
I don’t know how to say that you’re the one.
Would change the way I see the day when everyday is gone.
But what if I did? And what if I do?
What if I was meant for someone, what if it’s you?
And what if all of me is the one you’re running to?
I know I’m not supposed to love you.
But what if I do? And what if I do and I can’t stop?
You're in the stars
All the days together were your favorites
I used to meet you at your house or mine
Now I just sleep in everyday
It's like I've buried my faith with you in the stars
I'm screaming at a god,a god that I don't even believe in
'Cause I don't know what else I can do, when all I do is missing you
I'm still holding on to everything that's dead and gone
I didn't want to say goodbye 'cause that one meant goodbye forever
Now that you're gone in the stars and all the six feet has never felt so far
Here I am alone between the heavens and embers
It hurs so hard for a million reasons
You took the best of my heart and left the rest in pieces.
I'm still holding on, I'm still holding on even if it's so hard when you're dead and gone.
I like all your flaws
There's a million different reasons why I like you.
And I'm sure if I got to know you I could find a million more
There's not a single thing that I would wanna change about you
You're perfect just the way you are on all you pictures
Please show me every mark and every scar you have
'Cause I want you
And all your flaws If you're looking for perfection please take a look in your reflection, you'll find the answer there.
'Cause I got mine but I want yours
When you feel like you ain't beautiful
Just remember I'm in love with all your flaws
I know sometimes you feel like you are worthless
But I wish you could see yourself through my eyes
You're amazing in your heart out to the surface
Don't cover up your pain you feel
'Cause you can tell me anything I promise your words will be safe with me
Oh I want you and all your flaws
You've been hiding things that I just really love about you
So promise me you'll be yourself and no one else because
I want you
And all your flaws
If you're looking for prefection take a look in your reflection
And remember you are beautiful
Ain't it funny...?
It seemed t be like the perfect thing you and me
Is it so ironic that I pictured you to be mine
But there are facts in our lives we can never change
Just tell me that you understand and feel the same
This perfect romance that I've created in my mind
I'd live a thousand lives
And in each one of course with you by my side
But yet we find ourselves in a less than perfect circumstance
And so it seems like we'll never have the chance
Ain't i funny how some feelings you just can't deny?
And you can't move on even though you want to try
Ain't it strange when you feeling things you maybe shouldn't feel?
I wish this could be real, that you feelt the same for me
Ain't it funny how a moment could just change your life?
And you don't want to face what's wrong or right
Ain't it strange how fate can play a part
In the story of our heart
Sometimes I think that true love maybe will never be
If I can't have you in my life
I just starting to believe that somehow it wasn't meant for me
Life can be so cruel in ways I can't explain
I don't think that I can face it all again
I barley know you but somehow I know what you're about
A deeper love I've found in you
And I no longer doubt what I feel
You've touched my heart and it altered every plan I've made
And now I feel that I don't have to be afraid
I locked away my heart and feelings for you
But you can just set if free
Emotions I felt and feel for you
Helt me back from what my life should be
I don't want to push you away
I hope you stay
So I can guess that it means
That you and me are meant to be
I want you for me
I wanna tell you that I want you for me
You make it really hard for me to sleep
You keep me up
Maybe you're my adrenaline
You bring out this side of me
You don't even know, you controlling my whole anatomy
I don't want you to slip out of my hands
I want to have a chance
Maybe I'm keeping my secrets all up my head
I'm scared that you don't want me back
I dance to every song like it's about you
I don't wanna kiss someone who looks just like you
I wish that I can be honset when I have the chance
I wanna tell you that I want you for me
Wanna be innocent lovers
Wanna hold on to one another
Let's discover
I feel so strong that you are the one for me
I've been thinkin about you
I've been thinkin about you
Wonder if I ever cross your mind
'Cuz I can't get you off my mind
Liking you is something strange
Don't get me wrong I ain't complaining
I've been thinkin about you
Wondering who's stuck in your head at night
Wonder if I ever cross your mind
Keeping you up in your bed at night
I've been thinkin about you
I try to fight it but it's hard to fight you're a habit by now, hard to break
You're more than a heart can take
There's no exit, no I can't escape
Maybe you're my destination?
Or maybe just a fantasy?
Maybe it's just my imagination?
Boy, I've been thinkin about you
Early in the mornin'
Thinkin about you all day
I can't get you off my mind
Late night and the evenin'
I've been thinkin about you
And I probely will always do.
Say you walking by
I saw you on a summer day in the city.
And that moment stayed with me ever since then.
Guess I fell for the idea of you and me together.
I’ve been lying here all night
I keep imagine you and I
And what it would be like
I can’t get you out of my mind
Maybe I will see you in another life
Cuz I can’t get you out of my mind
I will see you in another life
’Cause I just saw you walking by
I just saw you walking by
The sun was shining down on me
My heart was beating faster when you passed by me
Two strangers passing by each other
There’s so much more I wished I knew about you.
I’ve been lying here all night
I keep imagine you and I
And what it would be like
I can’t get you out of my mind
Maybe I will see you in another life
Cuz I can’t get you out of my mind
I will see you in another life
Could you take care of my broken soul?
Wrapped up and so consumed by all this hurt in my life.
If you ask me what's wrong, I don't know where to start.
Anger and confusion
Rolls around in my head
Roads that go nowhere
I know that somewhere else is better
Cause you could take me there
Can I come to you with my broken faith?
And give me more than a hand to hold?
Catch me before I hit the ground?
Please can you tell me I'm safe in your arms and that you got me now?
Would you take the wheel, if I lose control?
If I'm lying here, will you take me home?
Could you take care of my broken soul?
Will you take me home?
If they hold a gun to my head and count 1,2,3
It helps me to walk away and never go back
That's what I need. 'Cause I see that you are fake
Every minute it's get's easier the more you talk to me
You rationalize my darkest thoughts
You set them free and put them far away from me
Would you love me even if my heart is tired?
Do you see these tears in my eyes?
I feel so helpless inside.
Would you love me even if y heart is tired?
I have cold hands and red eyes
I just wanna forget about this mess
Don't want to stand on the sidelines
Do you see these tears in my eyes?
I don't wanna feel helpless inside
There's no point in hiding it anymore
Would yo love me even if my heart is tired?
Please whisper in my ear, I'm alright and that I'm safe with you
And that you see through my little white lies
I have my walls up high so I don't talk
But if I would I'd say
I don't wana hide the secrets I have
I don't wanna feel so helpless inside
There's no need to hide
Is it ok if love you even if my heart is tired?
If my ghost pulls me apart
And it feels like I've lost who I am
Some karma would be nice right now
Help me, it's like the walls are caving in.
I can't tke it anymore.
Sometimes I feel like giving up.
But it isn't in my blood.
Laying on the floor. I feel nothing anymore.
I'm overwhelmed please give me someting to help me.
Something that gives me some hope.
They keep telling me that it gets better.
Does it ever?
Please karma help me, it's like the walls are caving in.
Sometimes I feel like giving up.
But it's isn't who I am, No it's not in my blood.
I need somebody now.
Someone to help me out.
Someone to help me see the light in this situation.
Some karma would be nice right now.
I wanna say it someday
You're amazing
I adore your every move
Infatuated by every little thing you do
My heart's on fire
And it's melting into you
I have to be true
I'm afraid to say it, say it
But I really truly feel it
There's no way I can ignore it, right?
There's too many sign pointing right at you
I've gotta say it someday
Don't want you slipping away
I've have to stop thinking and just say it
I just can't ignore it.
You're so graceful
You've got me hanging here and I'm lost for words
Intoxicated can't get enough of what I've heard of your accent
The search is over
'Cause I can see myself with you
It's gotta be you
I didn't think I would lose control
But you're speaking straight into my soul
I don't ever wanna let this feeling go
That's why I'm gonna tell you someday...soon
I don't even know if I'm alive
There's nobody here to knock on my door.
All this sound of silence, I can't take it anymore.
I miss your beautiful sound.
And I don't even know how I'll survive.
I won't make it through the days without your light.
I don't even know if I'm alive, without you now.
If this is what it feels like.
I have nothing to hold on to but the memories and frames.
They remind me of the battle I face everyday, without you in my life.
Will I drown without you?
Please somebody save me I'm going down.
And I don't even know how I'll survive.
I won't make it through the days without your light.
I don't even know if I'm alive, without you now.
If this is what it feels like.
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