What really hurt the most


(själva låten börjar 50 sek in i videon)

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me.
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out.
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while.
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me.
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok.
But that's not what gets me.

What hurt the most
Was being so close.
And having so much to say.
And watching you walk away.
And never knowing
What could have been.
And not seeing that loving you.
Is what I was tryin' to do.

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doing it.
It's hard to force that smile when I see your old firends and I'm alone.
Still harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret.
But I know if I could do it over.
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken.

What hurt the most
Was being so close.
And having so much to say.
And watching you walk away.
And never knowing
What could have been.
And not seeing that loving you.
Is what I was trying to do.
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do


Miss you

I miss you so
Theres no words in the world that can say how much.
There are not enough words for that..
I cant say in just one letter
How much i miss you..
How much my heart and head miss you every day..
Even if I dont say..
That feeling are with me night and day..
And I cant tell you because you wouldn't be around to hear it..

Do we belong together??



So many times in my mind i've tried to tell you how I really feel.
So many times i've cried alone.
Don't wanna leave you really.
Have I invested too much feelings?
To give up on you so easy?
We belong to the sound of the word we're both fallen under.
Whatever we deny, or embrace for worse or for better.
We belong together.
Maybe it's a sign of weakness when i don't know how i feel or what to say?
Maybe i just wouldn't know my strength anyway.
Has this become a habit?
Do i distrot the facts?
Now there's just looking forward.
And there's no turning back.

I've closed my eyes and i tried to sleep.
I closed my eyes and tried to dream.
I tried to clear my mind.
I hear your voice inside me.
I see your face everywhere.


I shoulda just called you whiskey



Shoulda just called it like I saw it
Shoulda just called for help and ran like hell that day
The burning, the stinging,the high and the heat and the
"left-me-wating-more" feeling when he kissed me

I shoulda just called him whiskey
Warm my body to the core like a blanket
His face was so sweet then he took my breath away
Hit me so hard like a rock trough a window
I knew I was in trouble from the moment I met you, boy

Now the numb has set in
He´s gone like the wind
And I can barely feel the pain

Bara minnen kvar



Många undrar, ingen såg
Nåt riktigt skäl till ditt farväl
Be mig inte att förstå, Hur du kunde göra så
En del av mig försvann med dig
Men jag har vant mig nu
Och vet ju bara hur det är
Inte hur det hade varit ned dig här
Mina minnen kommer och går
Några bleknar för varje år
Andra är så starka som om allt var igår
Mina minnen är allt jag har
Och alla frågor utan några svar
Jag undrar fortfarande vem jag är för dig
Och hur det känns att minnas mig
Att inte se de som jag blev
Har du ännu bilden kvar?
Där vi sitter och pratar hela dagen
När du vill komma hit igen
Efter den långa tid
Ska jag då le och spela me?
Jag vet ju inte vem du är
Vad du vill och vart det bär
Den tid som gått kommer aldrig mer på nytt

Bara minnen kvar..



Många undrar, ingen såg
Nåt riktigt skäl till ditt farväl
Be mig inte att förstå
Hur du kunde göra så
En del av mig försvann med dig
Men jag har vant mig nu
Och vet ju bara hur det är
Inte hur det hade varit med dig här

Mina minnen kommer och går
Några bleknar för varje år
Andra är så starka som om allt var igår
Mina minnen är allt jag har
Och alla frågor utan några svar
Jag undrar fortfarande vem jag är för dig
Och hur det känns att minnas mig
Att inte se det jag blev
Har du ännu bilden kvar?
Där vi sitter och pratar halva dagen
När du vill komma hit
Efter denna långa tid
Ska jag då le och spela med?
Jag vet ju inte vem du är 
Vad du vill och vart det bär
Den tid som gått kommer aldrig mer på nytt

Mina minnen kommer och går
Några bleknar för varje år
Andra är så starka som om allt var igår

I would travel all night just to see your beautiful face..



It´s the biggest storm in years, they say
Couldn´t take a plane so I hopped a train
Well I´l like to stay In a stormy winter day
So I´ll come back to you someday

As the states rolled by, it´s all so clear
I´m everywhere but I´m never right here
It´s always the same Constant change
I´ll come back for you someday
So close, so far so long the world is
Spinning me away

I´ll travel all night just to see your face
The way you tocuh the way you taste
Even if only for a day

I´ll speak the truth, It´s all I know
As my tears fall to the snow
We both know, tonight that I can´t stay
But I´ll come back to you someday

En timme..



Vad hinner man med på en timme?
Göra ett ärende, kanske
Vänta i trafiken,byta olja
En timme är inte särskilt lång tid.
60 minuter, 3600 sekunder det är allt
En timme kan få dig att ändra .
En timme kan vara en gåva
För vissa betyder en timme inget
För andra gör en timme hela skillnaden.
Men i slutändan...är det ändå bara en timme
En av många
Och många fler väntar
60 minuter, 3600 sekunder det är allt.
Sen börjar det om igen
Vem vet vad nästa timme för med sig?

I wanna be myself again the one I used to be.



I know I can say I cant go home
I feel I had to come back one last time
I know you don't know the real me
And up those stairs I did my stories
And I learnd to be the one that I am today

I bet you didn't know that
All my memories is buried in that room.
All the good and the bad.

I thought if I could touch this place or feel it
this brokenness inside me might healing
Out there it's like I'm someone else

I thought that maybe I could find myself
If I could just come in I swear I'll leave
Wont take nothing but a memory
from the house that built me

You leave home, you move on and you do the best you can
I got lost in this whole world and forgot who I was


Can I ever forgive if I can´t forgett what you did to me?




Can´t you see you´re the difference in me...



There´s something in the silence
I never used to feel
There´s something about knowing.
That tells you this is real
When you´re close all I know
I don´t want to let you go
Hello happiness
Tell me where are you
I miss the sound of your voice
I miss the touch of your skin
It´s no secret I´m not who I used to be
Anyone can see
You´re the difference in me
Oh the difference
I´m standing at your door step
Let me look into your beautiful eyes
We could strip away the secrets
Between you and me tonight
Won´t you say it´s OK
Let the world just fade away
It´s no secret I´m not who I used to be
Anyone can see you´re the difference in me.

Please come closer to me..



Please take my hand now
Know there is no doubt
I´m here for you
It´s the truth
Someone in your life
Just look in your eyes
Know that you´re home
You´re not alone
All I know I can´t breathe
Without you next to me
Don´t give up don´t let go
Come on get closer
Wanna give you all I have inside
Don´t wanna look back
Wanna have the world alone with you tonight
I know who you are
That´s why you´re in my heart
So don´t say a word
I´ve already heard
I know your secret
And I remember every moment I had with you
This is our world Our secret world
All you are is what I need
'Cause you know I still believe
Don´t walk away
I hope I can survive this if I try
I hope you´ll understand
Don´t leave me here tonight
Please just give me a sign
I´ll put my heart on the line.

Terrified for first time in my life..



You by the light is the greatest find
In a world full of wrong
You're the thing that's right
Finally made it through the lonley
Yo the other side
You said it again
My heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I I'm in love
And I I'm terrified for the first time
And the last time in my only life
This could be good it's already better than that
And nothing's worse
Than knowing you're holding back.
I could be all that you needed
If you let me try
Lonley said it cause I mean it
I only mean it cause it's true
So don't you tear what I've been dreaming
Cause it keeps me up
It holds me close
Whenever I'm without you
I'm terrified for the first time
And the last time in my only life
And I
I'm in love with you

It´s always been so hard too say goodbye to you.



Everytime I close my eyes
You´re all that I see
I hold you in my heart
And you don´t even know it
But you don´t watching over me

Wanna stand by your side
Trough all the good and the hard times
When I do it feels like I can fly
If I could be half the person you are in my eyes

And I could face the darkest day
And fight the tears and pain inside
I can´t turn the page or hold back the time
It´s too hard to say goodbye to you

From you I learnt it all
You would never let me fall
Love won´t come undone

There will come one day I´ll have to walk alone
And I´ll have to make it on my own
You thought me all there is to know
I don´t wanna let you go
Just can´t say goodbye to you.
You´re importent to me..

Who says?





Who says I can´t get stoned?
Turn off the lights and the telephone
Me and my house alone

Who says I can´t be free
From all the things I used to be
Re-write my history

It´s been a long night in New York City
I don´t remember you looking any better
But then again I don´t remember you


Gonna give all my secrets away to you..



I don´t have another story
Something to get off my chest
Need something that I can confess
From all the truth I´ve said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me weak
Tell me want you want to hear
Something that will light those beatiful eyes
Tired of all the insincere
So I´m gonna give all my secrets away to you
This time don´t need another perfect line
Amazing I´ve got this far
It´s like I chasing all those stars
Got many reasons
Got someone else I can blame
Just don´t wanna let you disappear
I wanna tell you everyting
Don´t care I´m gonna give all my secrets away to you
All my secrets away..

Det blir inte lättare...



Folk har romantiska idéer om att börja om på nytt.
En nystart, ett streck över det som var.
En värld av möjligheter
Men oavsett vilka äventyr man ger sig ut på...är man densamma
Man tar med sig själv varje gång man börjar om.
Så hur annorlunda kan det egentligen bli?
Det är allt man vill egentligen ha.
En nystart
Som om det blir lättare
Fråga killen som knuffar stenen upp för kullen
Inget blir lättare...

You´re my wonderwall...



Today is gonna be the day
That they´re gonna throw it back to me
By now I should´ve somehow
Realized what I gotta do
I don´t believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

Backbeat the word is on the street
That the fire in my heart is out
I´m sure I´ve heard it all before
But I never really had a doubt
I don´t believe that anybody
Feels the way I do 
About you now

There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
But I don´t know how

Because maybe
You´re gonna be the one that saves me
And after all You´re my wonderwall

(Texten är lite omgjord ifrån originaltexten )

Somedays I don´t know how I feel...


Show me how to not care about you



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