Break the spell

I'm hypnotized and like a stone.
I'm so paralyzed coz I can't look away.
You found your way under my skin.
I'm really trying not to love you.
I hate the way I keep on giving.
Maybe could it be
That your the part of me
That's keeping me alive?

How am I supposed to break this spell you got me under?
I'm so addicted to the pain.
Got your poison running through my veins.
I could fight you until the end.
But I will lose you if I win.
So I guess I'll just keep on giving and fighting.
This feeling is far from sober

It's beauty buried deep inside.
Your the only one who gets me high.
And I know it's far from over.
Cause you can see your the part of me.
That's keeping me alive.
I can't break this spell you got me under.
Now I'm addicted to the pain.

Losing my mind..

It's getting hard to sleep.
Getting hard to think about much these days.
'Cause everywhere I go.
The only thing I see is your glowing face.
And the way you light up every room you walk into.
It just makes me want to scream.

I never thought I'd say I could go insane.
Until I saw your beautiful eyes.
And I had to take another look to know for sure.
That you could be for real.
You found a empty space in my heart.
There's something about the way you move.
Every little single thing you do is like.
One part angel and one part danger.

You got me losing my mind.
Can't understand why you got me so far gone.
You're gonna have to look me up before too long.
You're get me losing my mind.
Never thought a train going any place could've changed my life so much.




Gone too soon

Today could have been the day.
I make a wish as I close my eyes.
After I blew out the candles.
Today could have been the day.
I was smiling and laughing.
Instead I just sit here and cry.
Today could have been the best day of the rest of my life.

Not a day goes by.
That I don't think of you.
I'm always asking why this crazy world had to lose.
Such a ray of light I never knew
Gone too soon.

Who would I be?
What would I look like.
When I look at you for the very first time?

I would give all I have
I would love you like no one else could.
Not a day goes by.
That I don't think of you
I'm always asking why this crazy world had to lose.
Such a beautiful light I never knew.
You were gone too soon.
Not a day goes by
That I don't think of you.




Start of something good.

You never know when you gonna meet someone.
And your whole wide world in a moment comes undone.
You just walking around and suddenly.
Everything that you thought that you knew about love is gone.
I find out my scars don't seem to matter anymore.
I know it's gonna take sometime.
I've got to admit the thought has crossed my mind.
It might end up like it should.
I'm gonna say what I have to say
And hope to god that it don't scare you away.
Don't want to be missunderstood.
I'm hope that this could be the start of something good.
Everyone knows life has its ups and downs.
One day you're on top of the world and one day you're under the ground.
Cause I don't know where I'm going.
There's a part of me that loves not knowing.
Just don't let it end before we begin.
You never know when you gonna meet someone.
And you whole wide world in a moment comes undone.
You never know when you gonna meet someone.
And your whole wide world in a moment comes undone.
You just walking around and suddenly.
Everything that you thought that you knew about love is gone.
I find out my scars don't seem to matter anymore.
I know it's gonna take sometime.
I've got to admit the thought has crossed my mind.
It might end up like it should.
I'm gonna say what I have to say
And hope to god that it don't scare you away.
Don't want to be missunderstood.
I'm hope that this could be the start of something good.
Everyone knows life has its ups and downs.
One day you're on top of the world and one day you're under the ground.

Cause I don't know where I'm going.
There's a part of me that loves not knowing.
Just don't let it end before we begin.
You never know when you gonna meet someone.
And you whole wide world in a moment comes undone.

Just like a simple song

I thought it would be easy
But it ain't for me
It's kinda hard when I lay my heart
On the one way street.
The kind of love sent from above
It the killing kind.
Put my mind to rest and try to sleep it of
It'll be alright when the morning comes or am I wrong.
Ain't no doubt about it.
I can't live without it.
Tried to forget you
But I can't get you outta my head
Just when I think you're gone.
You come back and turn it on.
And just like a simple song.
I can't get you outta my head.
I saw your face and I can't erase.
All the things I've seen.
Even if I try.
And I can't shake the pain inside.
I thought it would be easy.
But it ain't for me.
It's kinda hard when I lay my heart.
On the one way street.
The kind of love sent from above.
It the killing kind.
Put my mind to rest and try to sleep it of.
It'll be alright when the morning comes or am I wrong.
Ain't no doubt about it.
I can't live without it.
Tried to forget you.
But I can't get you outta my head.
Just when I think you're gone.
You come back and turn it on.
And just like a simple song.
I can't get you outta my head.
I saw your face and I can't erase.
All the things I've seen.
Even if I try.
And I can't shake the pain inside.

I found myself in you

Listen now I cannot lie.
I found myself in you.
I found myself inside of you, where I belong.
Now I can't give up, not when I've come this far.
Though I face it all alone.
I seek trust inside within.
I seek trust in other people.

Now I can't give up, look before I wake
When I'm standing all alone.
I have to find myself inside within.

No one listen to me what can I do?
I believe I'm alright.
I can listen to your voice all night.
You are my favorite person now and forever.
I guess there's always something with that voice
You can heal.
I'll turn around although easy ways can't be found.
Not when I've come this far.

I'm barley breathing with a broken heart.

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I know you didn't bring me out here to drown.
So why am I ten feet under and upside down?
Barley surviving has become my purpose.
Cause I'm so used to living underneath the suface.

Just hold on for one more day

I know there is pain.
Why do I lock myself up in these chains?
No one can change my life except me.
Don´t ever let someone step over me
Just opened my heart and my mind.
Is it really fair to feel this way inside?
Some day somebody´s gonna make me want to
Turn around and say goodbye.
Until then I'm I gonna let them
Hold me down and make me cry?
Don't I know?
Don't I know things can change?
Things'll go my way
If I hold on for one more day
Can I hold on for one more day?
Things'll go my way.

I could sustain.
I'm I comfortable with the pain?
I have no one to blame for my unhappiness.
But I didn't let myself into this mess.
Lettin' my worries pass me by
I know there is pain.
But I hold on for one more day
And I hope I can I break free from the chains.

Tears are words from the heart that can't be spoken...

 

 


I just did the same mistake again..

Please make it go away.
Please make the pain go away.
Please make me feel free again.
Please make me feel nothing for once.
Please make me feel peace so I can sleep.
Please make stop feeling like this.
Please make my dreams come true for once.
Please make me feel happy again
Please make me feel joy in my life again.

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Now I'm sad and I can't show it to everyone :(

Is the pain ever gonna go away??


You can hate but never break me...

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That´s how I used to feel...




No I´m not breaking but something doesn´t feel right..



I can almost see it that dream I´m dreamin'
But there´s a voice inside my head sayin' "you´ll never reach it"
Feel lost without no direction
My faith is shakin'
But I gotta keep tryin' and keep my head held up high
There´s always gonna be another mountain
Always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle that I sometimes gonna have to lose.
The struggles I´m facing
The chances I´m taking sometimes might knock me down but
No I´m not breaking
I may not know it but these are the momens that I´m gonna remember.



It´s never perfect all the time..



There´ll be days when my heart´ll break and I´ll swear that all my strength is gone
And I couldn´t find a way to carry on.
If I could have one wish tonight it would be that you always keep the starlight in you beautiful eyes.

Heaven knows that it´s a crazy ride
It´s never perfect all the time

Don´t be scared when
You´re in the darkness
The sun is swallowed by the ground
You think it´s gone
Even when your strength is gone you can find it.

Heaven knows this it´s a crazy ride
It´s never perfect all the time
It´ll pull you down and send you flyin'
So baby hold on tight
On this crazy ride

Goodnight big moon
Sweet dreams, baby
I think I had enough tonight



Don't break my heart I've been strong but sometimes I lost my faith..


Sometimes I feel so empty and so alone. No one can't take that pain away.


I'm not trying to avoid you Just don't wanna hear your voice.

 

 


Just a kiss on the lips in the moonlight..


I'm waiting for someone I know will never come back.

But all of this isn't only about me.
All of this is more about waiting for someone I know will never come back. About that time spent waiting.
Makes me realize that that person isn't comibg back. But we still have hope and faith.


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